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its been a while...

yeah, its been a while since i last updated my blog...bukan apa, lazy duuhhh...been soo energetic n excited before my wedding which was last year december, writing every entry about the d approaching event dat time...then later after wed, slow down dy and started to focus on things which i left behind for quite sometime; which is my thesis writing..hahahahahah...January I went back to KK to finish n furnish wat was left undone..yalah, my thesis lah...concentrating writing correcting consulting and,guess what are d final -ting?..yeah, vomit-ting...y?because after a month in KK, struggling with writing my final draft, i found out that I am actually carrying me n my hubby's next generation!whoaaaahooooo....surprised!yeah, it was surprising indeed since we didnt plan for it just yet..but we did hope;)))just the chance of conceiving was merely 0:which explained by my gynea doctor during our fertility session before we got married..soooo, no offence, but cant trust doctor fully also in some cases...God is good all the time...rezeki lah katakan...at first I was a bit tense, having through a terrible morning sickness while struggling to finish my thesis writing and alone without my husband and family around..but thank goodness, Dr Annita and Ah Yau: my lecturer and my junior: were always there for me..I really owe them a lot...they made me feel like home;)))...

Now I am already in my 28 weeks 9 days of pregnancy..another 2 more months..time flies soo fast..I thought my morning sickness will last till i give birth, but thank God, after 5 months, I finally feels like human back again..huhuhu..i can eat anything n most of all no more vomiting..yeay!!Now I am waiting for september at home in my hometown..but d not-happy-part is that my beloved hubby is far far away in Putrajaya...can wait for his next return;))...

oklah, tired actually..this whole day spending time in IKM for SPA exam..entrance for PTD..mau ikut jejak langkah mr. husband;)...hopefully pass la;))

my wedding

Esther & Eddie 11-12-2010 from bernardbong on Vimeo.

Merry Christmas!!!

hohohohoho...I love Christmas!!!yeay!!

pissed..

what a day today....i went to pay my water bill at Kuching water Board n the story begins..to make it short, i was directed to customer service due to wrong bill statement..so while waiting for my turn, suddenly d robot lady called out the number after mine, instead of calling my number..at the moment directly i see my number already at the 3rd calling time but then there were no sound of the robot lady calling...so i went up the the counter i suppose to be goin n ask about it...what surprise me was that the counter guy yell at me and say I was sleeping...damn i was pissed, so pissed that i cudnt hold my breath..n he kept on saying that i was wrong, didnt pay attention and that I was dozing out and about...I explained him wat I was facing but still he was soo thick skin..he even said I was deaf..i cant stand my anger and out of nothing I told him to go to die (aku padah nya dah tua tua camya bagus pegi mampus jak)..ayo...first time in my life i got terribly angry at a public place like that...for goodness sake, dat guy really got no manner..then I walked away..
overall, many times I dealt with government staffs, most of them were just about the same, lazy, and not friendly, but this one, was really terrible...Luckily he didnt wear any nametag..I x know what his name was but I cant forget how he look like...

tired..

Saturday today, tiring...went to buy flower girl dress..after hunting for it for the past 3months..satisfied!!!the funny part was, since our flower girls still yet to come to Kuching, we used measure tape to estimate the dress that mite fit them..
Bouquet n corsages also checked!!!satisfied...got the best deals...
wedding arch n fresh altar flowers left...got in mind dy but yet to confirm coz feels like got sumore cheap n gudones outhere...2moro another searchin day..a day to paint the town yellow!!hahahahh...
okay, jogging time!

Meant To be cover (melissa polinar).wmv

been flippin back through my old time singin vid..hehehe..kinda miss doin sing song time boring boring...feel at ease...

wedding gown dilemma

Choosen my wedding gown already...kinda long hours spent just to choose 3 gowns..haiya..blame it on d 'x much choice' at d bridal studio...hmmmmm....somemore most of the gowns old stock punya..they say got new gowns, but no new pun...quite frustrated but its ok..i found wat i want juga eventually after 1 hour fitting all the potential ones..I choose an A-line gown with a bit lacy style..material is soft tulle wif satin top la macam..dunno how to describe it, but yeah it looks really nice;)my 3 juries judged for me n dey said 'whooaaaah!'..thanks dearest Eddie, anabel n beatrice 4 d bionic eyes;))))

Evening goens, i got 2...I chose different colour from my original theme..I choose pastel colour instead...1st gown is light green and second one pink with some mixture of purplish color..slim silhouette dress. I x want to choose those ball like gown..i just wanna make it simple n elegant;))...

Bell oso found d perfect one for her MOH ceremony session. I like it very much;))

Eddie, just got 1 coat saja...hmmmmm, dats d sad part..i asked for another extra one but d lady said sewa..than wat makes me pissed is dat only black color coat is allowed..ceh sot sot..initially we want to have white coat bah...but then like dat pula..sooo pethetic ooo...nevermind, we just proceed wif choosing black color one, one for eddie n one for his bestman;))

okay, can wait for second fitting!!!

Home - Brian Mcknight

what ever happens, there's always a silverlining behind d dark cloudy sky..

well, kinda long time i didnt scratch out some thoughts n say..not really busy actually but lazy..
everytime mau buat writing juga but then i just cant keep focusing on it...
silverlining...dark cloud....
i love to make frens...but i judge too..dats a part of me dat i knw best..so im quite choosy in picking frens..ignorance is my policy..once ive been betrayed, cheated or anyhow that hurts me..."who cares, i x giv a damn coz u took me for granted"..so i walked away..it'l takes time, sometime wen i knw dat some one has change, i can compensate n tolerate;))..coz i knw people change n nobody is perfect..that's a silverlining..
silverlining...dark cloud...
I love God..to Him i give my all...He is d reason I live...He is d reason i can feel d world..He is d reason for everything that happens..He puts trials, He makes turbulence, He created happiness, He took them away...y?because we never appreciate, n we never be grateful..everyday in ourlife, i believe, God always want to give us happiness...but wen we r lost n get carried away, He teach us by the trials..one thing I knw, human never learn, instead they blame God...hmmmmmm...
Thank you Lord for your love and patience....I'll cherish u through all my life...
The bestest thing dat I have now is a happy family and most of all my one and only beloved love of my life..shower us o Lord, with ur love n mercy especially through our hard times...let love be with us forever till death do us apart...Amen

Quando, Quando, Quando Lyrics

Quando, Quando, Quando Lyrics: "Michael Buble Quando, Quando, Quando lyrics in the It's Time Album. These Quando, Quando, Quando lyrics are performed by Michael Buble Tell me, when will you be mine Tell me, quando, quando, quando We can share a love divine Please don't make me wait agai"

Frust!!

kenak aku rasa sik puas hati ngan gambar kawin ku?????hmmm...cam org lain mpun yg diambik oleh tukang gmbar ya lagi kacak...kenaaaaakkkk???!!!aaaaarrrgggghh!!!aku sikpat tido!!!!!!

Too much of a curse

"RAMAI MASIH BELUM MENGETAHUINYA, JADI SAMPAIKANLAH KEPADA MEREKA...

Agenda Kafir Laknatullah untuk menyesatkan wanita Islam..

Adakah ini suatu kebetulan?Ini sememangnya agenda Kristian yang amat KURANG AJAR untuk menjahanamkan umat Islam..

Mungkin ramai di antara kita yang tidak mengetahuinya...sebar-sebarkanlah..

selamatkan wanita Islam..Allah..Allah..Allah,Lindungilah kami..

Wahai wanita, janganlah kamu memakai tudung yang dibutang/di pin di belakang sehingga menampakkan bentuk leher di hadapan..gayanya tak ubah seperti birawati Kristian Laknatullah... Jauhilah dari memakai sebegini...agenda kafir laknatullah itu sangat halus sehingga kita tidak sedar, ketahuilah wahai manusia sekalian..."

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I think its too much to curse other people especially from other religion..kenapa perlu timbul agenda ini sedangkan pemakaian tudung seperti itu sudah berabad-abad diamalkan oleh wanita islam sendiri. Tengok diri sendiri dulu sebelum sesuka hati menyatakn pendapat...jgn mudah menuding jari..sebaiknya cuba perbetulkn keadaan dgn menyedarkn umat melalui cara yg baik dan tidak memandang hina terhadap org lain...soo sad to know this...


Saya faham niat blogger itu untuk menyedarkan wanita Islam, tapi yang agak menyedihkan adalah cara dia menggunakan ayat. Sangat tidak profesional. Ini boleh menimbulkan sentimen perkauman..sendiri kena ingat la bro....

wedding invi card...

our wedding card we custom made ourselves..me n eddie..kinda satisfied oso wit d vendor's design but we think dat we cn come out wif a more better one..hehe..we are both beginners in adobe photoshop, but eddie is very determine on learning the skills n tools from d net..while me, i just apply my oldskul knowledge ( i kinda lazy laah to study ni) on photoshop which i obtained during my undergraduate years..it was fun learning this art of photo modifications and design..(i think i shud have major this last time instead of fisheries science)...
well, our card oredy sent for printing and soon will siap!yeay...n then will b busy sorting out the addresses of our out-of-town guests...start buying stamps..busy lagi...coz my guestlist blum trim habis n not yet assigning the tables for each invited guest..ayo pening, coz dunno whether all the invited ones will turn up...gotta make some reserves so dat we wont have lots of empty table..hmmm payah...

seee, i melencong oredy everytime talking about wedding preparation ni...haiya..here's the wedding invi card which will be sending to my guests;))

our wedding invitation card..(ed&ess masterpiece)

sample done by twinnytwo (TwinnyTwoGreetings )

edited

our pre-wedding shoot on 13 August 2010...some of these I edited myself..amacam?hehehe..oh ya, these r just a few of d photos..d rest laterlah I upload..wen d time comes..hehehehhe

outdoor shoot..sukenye eddie

color tone edited

soft tonned;)

warm tonne...cam autumm in my heart la tek

we are happy...ngeeeeee

hair do

high up which cn mek my face slimmer i guess;p

i like d small tiny head piece on d hair

loose wavy n dkasi lepas sikit rmbut at d side..ayu eh

mcm artis mun aku cam tok..hahahnice, i like dis simple messy do

curly murly..kalah tailor swift if i do my hair like dis

kulit sama hitam wif me, dis normal hairstyle for wedding

wow!!sexy!!can i do my hair dis way???

bohemian style..elegant oso, does dis fit my face shape??hmm

jess's sexy hairdo..wish i have her face shape..

jess doin bohemian lower updo style..a bit messy

tidy low bun wif small hair spiral...nice..aku suka..tp my hair is a stubborn type..

sweeet;)...

kinda ok but itl b more nicer if d feather-like headpiece is switched wif flower kaa...

first dance

How to dance for our first dance at d wedding dinner?????aduyai!!!!
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aduyai

last nite i ws attacked!!!!!
damn painful headache dat i feel mcm bleh mati oooooo...my head ws sooo heavy, rasa mcm got one sack of sand being inserted in my head..then eddie buatkn me hot thick milk, n tampal koyok..hehhheh..i finally able to sleep n dis mornig i wake up healthy n happy coz hari ujan n i tertido sampei pukol 10pagi..hahahahh...nasibla i sorang only at home..well ok, today gonna run errands..mao p TM claim overpaid service (ada ka d staff x ckp bill dah byr, n i paid once more)..byr bill letrik, then go lunchy with my eddie..

unsure

anything happens, patience...patience..nid to b wiser n not 2 just follow d heart..sometimes truth hurts but its d fact dat we must get use to...no body is perfect...but yet, we pissed..coz we think dat they dont understand...but then, nobody can read others mind, soo we ourself shud tolerate...hmmm, wat am i sayin???clueless now...

dulu...

teringat kata2 Gerald Kalang, clasmateku time form 1-3, baru2 tok time mek duak chat..."ko agik suka marah2 kedak dolok ka?"..uwah!!aku baruk teringat dolok aku sgt2 tersgtla shortempered..n I realiz, people do change, n i knw, we shud forgive n forget..n yes!ive change, to a better person;)though still aku ada kala marah2 juak, but wif gud reason la juak..becoming much more wiser la tek naaaaakk..huhuhuhu